im back! Happy Environmental Day.. Woohoo

First of all,
Happy World Environment Day to evryone on tis planet.. keke
5th of June is the day we celebrate the environment day.

The celebration of environmental all year round is one of the great hopes for a cleaner and sustainable future..

we can all tap it somehow, regardless of how much money we have..

and we all can do countless things to lead a greener life..
such as..

cycling to work like wat people in Japan, Vietnam n others country doin now.. 

besides we can do recycling and reusing goods..

and choosing green options every time we have to buy something.

Let’s celebrate our beautiful planet by respecting it.
It’s the only one we have.

P/s: Anyone who enjoy reading my blog, mungkin anda kehairanan.. why im not using apa2 gambar in my blog..well, saya malas untuk menguploadkan gmbar memandangkan the internet's line was damn SUCKs.

Bersyukur.. Thank You

i was amazed with 1 of the article tat i read..


abis baca ja artikel tu,
somehow i was thinking.. yang aku ni adalah cukup bertuah..
lucky untuk hidup dalam keadaan yang masi mampu untuk makan nasi, tido atas tilam empuk, naik kereta pegi jalan2, ada keja+gaji n so on.. 
n im grateful for tat.. thankful to Allah SWT.. kerana memberi hamba mu yg khilaf ini dengan nikmat dan rezeki yang Engkau berkati.. 
Berhenti Merungut Dear KHATIJAH!!!!


'Enjoy life how it is and as it comes
Things are worse for others and is a lot better for us
There are many things in your life that will catch your eye
but only a few will catch your heart....'



Tapi..
bukan semua manusia dicipta mempunyai pengertian yang sama..
suda menjadi lumrah untuk sesetengah manusia tidak pernah puas. 
Stop Complaining!
jgn lah merungut sesakali..
Apa yg ada, sebutlah alhamdulillah!
Orang yang merungut, hanya dimurkai Allah..
Setiap ujian, dugaan yang mendatang ada hikmahnya..

apa hikmahnya?

kita akan ingat DIA..

back to my memory...
my bestfren (cla) sentiasa menasihatkan aku..
bahawa, sejauhmana pun kita kuat beramal ibadah, tetap adakah ibadah kita itu cukup?
persoalan itu, membuat aku kembali bertanya pada diriku..
Inilah hikmahnya..

kita patut ucap SYUKUR.. ALHAMDULILAH kerana Allah menurunkan dugaan, ujian kepada kita..
Terima Kasih Ya ALLAH =)


i was fortunate
i have much more than i want..

Thank You Allah..

Wat Can I Say

Evening Diary,

i was sitting on my desk wit my lappy.. n ofkoz on9..

suddenly.. i was shock wen read up 1 of the article in tis gossip on9..
its all about a 14 years old girl confess in her social media Twitter (AdindaEvans) tat she's already lost her virginity..

here i quote some of her words -“Yeah, aku jujor la dgn korang, AKU DA PERNAH MAEN ! puas ? ade ke org nak mengaku mcm ni ? takkan punya .. bia org nak pandang hina kat kita. asalkan kita ade MARUAH DIRI ! thank you ”-

Well Adik, I do applaud you for being true to yourself for admitting what you have done tapi I feel confuse when you say 'asalkan ada maruah diri'. Which part yang anda rasa anda mempunyai maruah diri?

Sometimes I do wonder why young people feel the need to brag on doing stupid things like this.
Yes you can say you are happy now, doing the things you do..
wait for another 10 years and you regret it your whole life. 

Somehow, virginity is no longer an issue dis days. *shrug* in fact, the more promiscuous you are, the popular you get.

Now who should we blame? the stuff we see on TV? their peers? or their parents?.

i became her follower juz to know the pictures of the story..
N wat i see is..
People tweet about this all over timeline last night.
They spreading the link and somehow,
still this girl didn't realized hundreds comments blaming her for such daredevil confession.

I believe something was or still happen to her...
resulting for some emotion and attitude disorder...
not saying dia gila or what...
just some disorder...
she really needs some help...

dont blame her 100% 4 wat she doin to herself..

Apapun, kita yang suda dewasa  ini sepatutnya bukan menghukum,
sebaliknya memberi nasihat sebagai ORANG DEWASA yang akalnya lebih baik dan matang.

Tapi bila baca balik tweet-tweet orang yang dikatakan dewasa INI, aku rasa macam mereka INI yang berusia 5 atau 6 tahun saja..

nya urang ketani, mmbari sakit jiwa ganya membaca kumen mu ani lai..

sorry to say la dear all..

Uneasy feelin, ruin my Day.. huhhh

Dear Diary.. 


i dont even know how to tell everyone tat i am stressed out..


A strong person knows how to keep their life in order. 
Even with tears in their eyes, they still manage to say "I'm OK" with a smile..


n tats wat i do.. 
im not pretending to who am i..
i juz dont want people to judge me, that im not enough to be under pressure..


but who? Yes, who? in tis world like to be under pressure.. especially in tis asshole job..


i was sad.. feels sad.. but no one know.. no even single person want to know.. including HIM..


i just need someone tat understand me, and hear my voice.. hear wat i want to say.. i dont need anything from u.. the things that i want from u is ur attention, ur concern bout me..
is tat so hard for u to knowing me.. to understand me..

happy gawai days to all my dayak frens ther in sarawak and wherever u're..

n not to be late, to all my cuzie, uncle n aunt back ther in Sabah Tadau Tagazo do Kaamatan y'all..

woohooo